what are your most afraid of?

My greatest fear would be to forget an individual. This isn't forgetting deliberately. The forgotten, accidental think of, but do not renew ripples on my heart. In everyone's heart, there is a individual who you are able to not forget but you do not wish to remember. Inside your phone book, there is a number which you are not calling anymore but you do not delete it from the list.
This fear is based on my fear of facing to myself. I still do not know what choice is proper or wrong. Perhaps, such a selection would have no ideal or wrong. Thus, living inside the moment, the only thing I do not regret.